Let Your Light Shine: Finding Faith in Darkness

Meditation Thought: “Now I want you to know, brothers and sisters, that what has happened to me has actually served to advance the gospel. As a result, it has become clear throughout the whole palace guard and to everyone else that I am in chains for Christ. And because of my chains, most of the brothers and sisters have become confident in the Lord and dare all the more to proclaim the gospel without fear. (Philippians 1:12-14)

“What has happened has served to advance the gospel” – if ever God worked in a seemingly undesirable situation to bring much good, it was Paul’s imprisonment – a pattern first revealed by Christ’s crucifixion and resurrection: the apparent victory of those who would destroy the Truth of God revealed – and then the blossoming of God’s revelation from the seed of distress.

It almost seems that the very darkness and distress were the nurturing places for the strength and light of God to burst forth in newness of health and visibility and the generation of HIs power as never before. Surely the Holy Spirit working in Jesus and in Paul was the start of the bursting forth of new growth – but the faith of Jesus and Paul – and the faithfulness of their faith nurtured the growth and expanded it once it was started.

So, we too, can allow the Spirit to plant the Truth – to plant God’s love and God’s character in our hearts and so, we too, in faith, can nurture it and cause it to grow ’til it bursts forth wherever we are in what is a prison for us.

Let Your light glow, O Lord,
Within my mind and soul,
So brightly, penetrating, invigorating
That my “prison”
Is transformed
To cozy home
For You and me –
A place where hope, and love and joy
Are evident –
And thus shock
Those who observe
The transformed place
Into awareness
Of Your power, your love, your call and your presence.

Transform Trial into Triumph

You shall be guided, step by step, prayer by prayer, revelation by revelation, to success.

Meditation Thought: “Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.” (James 1:2-4)

Success! Success is exhilarating, it gives energy and joy and willingness to put forth effort to try new ventures. But ‘success’ can never be achieved unless there is some trial to overcome – something that it takes effort to change.

Do not be discouraged as trials are met – but call upon your knowledge of Truth – that the Word is sure, that Jesus has released the power of the Holy Spirit to overcome every trial in your life.

You shall be guided, step by step, prayer by prayer, revelation by revelation, to success – not by your own power and might, but by the Spirit’s power and might working within your spirit, mind, emotions and body.

The Spirit cannot work, however, without your consent and cooperation to bring success.

Boundless Energy!

I give you more refreshing energy than anything provided by the world. There are depths of Truth, Joy and Fulfillment which you can never exhaust in your lifetime.

Meditation Thought: “So the word of the Lord grew and prevailed mightily.” (Acts 19:20)

“The Word grew and prevailed mightily through Paul’s example, through his teaching, and through his ministry – through the power and control of the Holy Spirit. This pattern is precisely the same pattern Jesus has given to you through the Word.

Use the pattern through your faith in Jesus as Lord, as Savior as Spirit living in your spirit, your mind and your body. You have been successful in accomplishing tasks which were unappealing by knowing you were doing them for Jesus dwelling within you in addition to them being for your own benefit. Expand this concept.

Try to respond more quickly as I seek to teach you. You need not feel pressured: just be more content to seek My counsel and to follow it, knowing that I give you more refreshing energy than anything provided by the world.

Do not seek what others seek – seek the kingdom within you. There are depths of Truth, Joy and Fulfillment which you can never exhaust in your lifetime. Dig deeply, dig enthusiastically – for the treasure is within you. You know you uncover treasure every time you spend your energy to look for it. Do not be distracted.

Develop a mind-set and a heart-set that enables you to be digging for treasure every moment, even when you are at the same time doing other tasks. Let these thoughts inspire you to use your moments and your energy to follow the pattern of the Way, the Truth, the Life.

Do not fear: I have called you in love, and sustain you in love, and am your partner in love. I need your thoughts directed to My Word, your emotions embracing My will, and your actions doing My works. But you need these very things as much as I!

Your Soul Finds its Worth

To lift up your soul to Me is not to deprive yourself – but to cause yourself to thrive.

Meditation Thought: “Let me hear in the morning of your steadfast love, for in you I trust. Make me know the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.” (Psalm 143:8)

“Surely you shall know of My love, and I will teach you the way to go. I have sought your soul – ever since I created you, hoping that you would choose to respond to My love – respond so fully that you would “lift up your soul” to Me. How I long to enhance your soul – to make your soul, and thus your total being, beautiful and fruitful. To lift up your soul to Me is not to deprive yourself – but to cause yourself to thrive, to come into a maturity of being that makes visible the bountiful harvest of life. For I cherish your soul; I give your soul all it needs to be its very best. How you can rejoice that you place your soul in My care!

It is this very act which Jesus sought by His sacrifice to bring about. He longed for your soul to be lifted up to Me. Your doing so brings Him great joy. Your doing so lifts Him up also, as He dwells in you. By your act, you express your appreciation to Him and your love for Him. How could you better please Me?

In pleasing Jesus, in pleasing Me, you also please yourself. There is no conflict of interest when a soul is lifted up to Me. Yes, bring your soul to Me that I may care for it. Start each day with lifting your soul up to Me as you lift your body from the bed. You shall not be disappointed with the results – nor shall I, nor anyone whose life you touch.”

Lavish Goodness

Even if others have cause to worry, you do not.

Meditation Thought: “The righteous will surround me,
For You will deal bountifully with me.” (Psalm 142:7)

“I shall deal bountifully with you because I love you. The more clearly you perceive My love, the more effectively I can minister to you – for your joyful acceptance of My love and My care and My guidance is what I need to bless you as I desire to do. To lavish all that is good upon you:
Wisdom
Knowledge
Self-control
Generosity
Grace
Beauty
Peace
Joy
Love
Understanding
Excitement and
Enthusiasm in appreciation of all creation.

Continue to seek My Word and My will. This is the most prolific harvest available: the production of all of the above blessings from your seed of seeking My Word and My will.

My Word, however, is not all that is available to you. Jesus has released “super power” into your spirit that you may may mature more quickly, completely, and more fruitfully.

You have this assurance: In everything I work good for you for you love Me and are called according to My purpose. Even if others have cause to worry, you do not – your strength to cope with anything is unlimited when your spirit is yielded to My Spirit in faith and hope and love.”

Unparalleled Companionship

Upon my invitation, God does not rule me; He nourishes me.

Meditation Thought: ““Aeneas,” Peter said to him, “Jesus Christ heals you. Get up and roll up your mat.” Immediately Aeneas got up.” Acts 9:34

Peter did not seek to have Christ dwell in him for the purpose of power to do miracles – he sought Christ to dwell in him because Christ promised him that he would come if the would invite Him. He didn’t know specifically what would happen when He was given priority in his life – but he knew that he could trust Him.

I too seek to yield whatever authority I have to Jesus for He brings the authority of God into my life – not to be domineering and autocratic, nor even take over everything for my own good. No, the Father’s authority is the shelter of my life.

God does not rule me; He nourishes me. When I know this, and when I recognize God as the One who
Cherishes me,
Protects me,
Encourages me,
Comforts me, and
Guides me into the best places for me to be, then I can yield my authority willingly, trustingly and knowledgeably to the authority of Jesus Christ within me.

He is the most desirable companion possible with whom to move through the years of life in this world. If God is for me, who can be against me?

Understanding God’s Affection

It is not the earthly ‘king’ who rules my destiny, but my beloved heavenly “Daddy”.

Meditation Thought: “And who knows but that you have come to your royal position for such a time as this?…  I will go to the king, even though it is against the law. And if I perish, I perish.” (Esther 4:14, 16)

A response to God’s call to be brave:

“Oh, Lord; Father, “Daddy”. I know now why Jesus said “Abba” – “Daddy”. It is a term that defines our relationship more accurately than the term “Father”. “Daddy” connotes deep affection, sweet, happy communion, a relationship in which confidences are shared and enjoyed.

This is what I see more clearly now that You desire – and it is what I have been unknowingly longing for, even searching for – almost panicking for. Now I understand that, no matter what happens, you will assure that I will be all right, wherever I am, whatever form I am in. To the extent that I follow Your suggestions, to that extent will the heavens open up their glories, and miracles of reconciling love appear.

You aren’t so concerned that I choose to be brave so that your purposes may be fulfilled (for you can always do this through others), but You delight in my joy at success in being brave, at my realization of Your power and of our sweet communion.

You want me to say: “if I perish, I perish”, not out of disgusted resignation, or fear of guilty conscience if I refuse to approach the king, but in the knowledge of, and awareness of, the high sense of purpose – a grandeur of being an important part of destiny – of being a true, competent, loyal representation of Your Kingdom, of Your people as I approach the king of this world, whoever that “king” is in the circumstances (the kingdom) of the moment.

May I be content with the verdict of the ‘king’, for it is not the king who rules my destiny, but my beloved “Daddy”.

Finding Joy

My emotions, and my circumstances, are not the whole of my life – they are only as great a part as I permit them to be.

Meditation Thought: “You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence” (Psalm 16:11)

I know the ways of life. I will be full of joy with God’s presence. His presence is always with me. I am not always full of joy – but the hope that sustains me is the knowledge that I will be full of joy. In the meantime, I can remember the times I was full of joy and I can anticipate the times when I will be full of joy again.

My emotions, and my circumstances, are not the whole of my life – they are only as great a part as I permit them to be.

“The Lord is the strength of my life”: to the extent that I base every decision, every action, and every reaction upon this conviction, to this extent do I live in the kingdom.

The Path to Lasting Peace and Joy

Do not anticipate where the Father instructs Me to lead you. Look to Me, follow Me, for with Me you are in the right place at the right time doing the right thing.

Meditation Thought: “My sheep listen to my voice: I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life.” (John 10:27,28)

My voice reveals My love, and guides my sheep to hope. No more are you lost in the briers, but I shall lead you to nourishing pastures – to protected places. You need fear no more, when you follow Me, I am the resurrection and the life – your resurrection and your life. I came – and I come – that you may live within My loving care, that you may be – and feel – secure wherever we are together.

The way is simple, but not considered “easy” for it requires obedience and discipline. The way dictates that you not run off to places other than where I lead you – for I lead you where the Father has first led me. But in your choosing obedience and discipline rather than bearing the consequences of the alternate path, you will gain. You will gain the peace of obedience to the very best hope – the Father’s ultimate will. To suffer in struggle is not as painful as to suffer in conscience for realizing that there was a path which could have been a way to feed the sick, clothe the naked, love the unlovely – and transform the woes of the world into the joys of the kingdom – and you chose another path, a path which left the world in as sad a condition as you found it – perhaps even a worsened condition.

Do not anticipate where the Father instructs Me to lead you. Look to Me, follow Me, for with Me you are in the right place at the right time doing the right thing. What is ‘right’? ‘Right’ is the process of the cohesive working of the Father’s will: the process of wooing His children, who have strayed foolishly in their freedom, back into His loving Presence. He does not force them – for that would negate their freedom to, of their own choice, love Him – or reject Him. And love forced is not love at all, but coercion.

The Father sent Me to bring His message: “I love you. All is forgiven. Come home to Me, where I will welcome you with open arms, and prepare celebrations of our reunion. Fear not that you have rebelled against Me, disappointed Me, distrusted Me. All that is in the past. I desire – I have always desired – only that you allow Me to love you, for when you allow Me to love you, it follows as day follows night that you will love Me. Our mutual love and understanding expressed as we once again dwell together is My plan for the ‘fullness’ of time. It happens at the time you understand that My desire to lavish My love upon you is compatible – in fact, is identical with your desire to have Me do so, knowing that My love shall wash you clean, heal your wounds, bring joy to your heart and peace to your soul. And when My child is clean, healed, full of joy and peace, then is My will done. Then am I well pleased.”

Embrace the Unseen: Finding True Prosperity

The kingdom’s definition and the fulfillment of the promise of the kingdom’s prosperity and success shall be your peace, your joy, your fulfillment.

Meditation Thought: “So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” (2 Corinthians 4:18)

Look not to the things that are seen, but to the things that are unseen. The unseen shall be the developing of the seen. Your thoughts, your energy, your time and your commitment to My Word, My Son and My Spirit shall bring you prosperity and success. Prosperity and success not in the world’s definition but in the Kingdom’s definition.

The kingdom’s definition and the fulfillment of the promise of the kingdom’s prosperity and success shall be your peace, your joy, your fulfillment. No good thing shall you lack, for I am your Father: loving, encouraging, delighting in you as My precious child. I am not a harsh taskmaster – any discipline I administer is for your good: to teach you, to prepare you, that your challenges of life will be met in confidence, and overcome with enthusiasm.

Together are we not equal to any circumstance? Together are we not equal to any task? Together shall we not cause the success and prosperity of the kingdom to displace the failures and poverty of the world?

We meet, embrace,
Come together as one.
Not complete was one alone.
Larger now, complementing one another
In appearance,
Declaring strength.
Rejoicing in hope.
We are met – and melded – and molded:
Pliable, yet withstanding pressure –
Pressure which would separate us,
Reversing our gains.
We shall be firm – in purpose
We shall be soft – in comfort
We shall be what we should be,
What we desire to be:
A portion of the kingdom.
And being such,
Changing a dreary world
From a rebellious misfit
Into an orderly, joyful, place –
Annexed by the kingdom,
Surprised – but pleased!